My Wishlist

I want a pair of portable chopsticks.
I dont like using plastic bags.
I'm an environmentalist. I get concerned when I see people littering around. I pick their rubbish and throw to bin, sometimes. when nobody sees it.
Oh, I need a new digital camera seriously.
My aged-old dig cam since my 12th b'day had retired.
If you have plenty of money and dont know where to spend, feel free to get me nice pressie. haha.

My Wishlist.
1. a canon digital camera, at least 6mega pixels
2. travel anywhere I want
3. someone who can bear with me
4. health and happiness throughout my life
5. go to the beach
6. always have my family and loved ones by my side
7. feel like a princess
8. to be a better person, inside out.
9. world peace
10. a pair of crocs?
11. nike trainers! preferably white, pink or blue. size 6. =D
12. more clothes, bags and shoes
13. cuppacakes, chocolates
14. bake me something
15. smiles

I'm turning 18th soon.
And I'm still alive after living for 18years. =)
Sometimes, I wonder how young/old will I die.
Frankly, I prefer to be the first to leave than to be the last
When all my loved ones are gone.
How unbearable is that.
To feel lonely.
I cant stand loneliness.
I'll cry.
I just love companions.

My 18years on earth...oh what a ride.
Cherished by dear ones and being hurt unintentionally.
This is life. A roller coaster ride.
Unpredictableness makes it exciting
And overwhelming.
I'm sensitive
To words, actions and expressions.
I fear what others think of me
I'm image conscious.

Sometimes, I'm just tired
Of changes in life.
One has to adapt to new situations
Why cant things be simpler.
Like one plus one.
Ohh.
I chased after superior goods
Which act as mere substitutes.
It never satisfies me
I just wanted more
And more
But never enough.
It's not really superior afterall.

Then, I realised
There is more than that in life.
Through Christ.

Faith, love and hope are the ones that will bring me through life.

i love me. =)
and all.